hi. blogging live at ann siang hill - the place where all the artsy things are and where people of high society hang out. currently waiting to be interviewed by TROLLEY, honestly i have no idea what they expect of me.
i feel like i won't get hired because i am not good enough. honestly, i don't think i'm good enough. i THINK they are looking for a graphic designer, which is what i like to do but not what i ALWAYS do.
in the past, in class, my classmates would ask me to do whatever graphic designs that our team came up with. i was in charged.
but this is the "real" deal, this is a job that i am talking about. the people i'm going to work with are not my classmates or team members anymore.
besides, i only do colour blocks, simple solid symmetrical/assymetrical or geometric shapes with typography - just how good am i? i honestly don't know.
i'm sitting by the road (lol yes) because there are no spaces around for me to slack my tits. and people are looking at me weird. i'm just waiting for the time to enter the shop.
i must say i lack of a lot of confidence, i don't know. i've never worked in such line before. i used to look for apparel retail, interesting places like spotlight - which all turned out to be disappointment after disappointment.
it seems that when people are promoted, they become dipshits right after. douche and think they are all that. it is rare that people of higher authorities are really down to earth and nice. you know?
is it because of the responsibilities that they bear, they have to become dipshits? i mean, they could also be nice. why is it that sternness is the key to being a responsible leader? sternness, meanness, arrogance and shit like that. do they give out the wrong vibe or are we just imbeciles complaining about this and that? hm.
anyway i'm shitting myself right now. nervous.
yeah nervous.
the person from the shop told me it's a "brief" interview. but how brief is brief?
argh...
