i used to despise people when they post up the stupid, over-used, trendy phrase - "will you still love me in the morning?" (and also phrases like, "can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like......" fuck you stop it). i hate when people put up such things just because erm, it is what every other fuck nut has been posting.
it is only right when quotes like these gives you such deep, tingling sadness OR happiness. then you post them up. fuckers who abuse good quotes are so... undeep.
anyway, it is until now, today, that i realise that "will you still love me in the morning?" quote makes so, so, so much sense.
the other day, i was in a huge fight with my boyfriend. i told him everything that's been kept in my heart for the longest time. it was about 3 in the morning and we stopped everything close to 4. he ended the fight with, "i'm going to sleep".
THAT moment, was when i wondered, "will you still love me in the morning?" as i looked into his sleeping eyes...
i thought everything was going to end. or, everything was spiralling downfuckinghill. when morning comes, it's just gonna be you heading to work, me heading to work, no contact, cold fucking war, nothing to talk about BECAUSE the fight didn't end with anything.
of course that how i interpreted the quote anyway... the fear, the question, the insecurity that killed me and my sleep.
everything ended after a day, i am doing good.
